"Well that's all that matters, what you think about you"

35 minutes / 2 miles. Good stuff.

So yesterday a work a guy asks me what it was I was eating. It just so happen to be Jenny Craig Lemon Cakes. So I tell him and for some reason it makes me feel uncomfortable so I must have sounded uncomfortable when I answered him. I said "Its Jenny Craig cake...you know, Diet Food". He says "You don't need that". to which I answered "well thank you (feeling my face get hot!) but I think I do." His answer caught me so off guard that I have been thinking about it off and on ever since. He said "Well that's all that matters, what you think about you" and then he walked away.

I am always so concerned about what others think of me. I've viewed myself as a fat girl for so long that I assume that that is how I am viewed by everyone else as well. Now the numbers don't lie. I need to lose weight, but I think that the shame is part of what has been keeping me fat. I think it is past time to start changing what I think about me!