30 minutes / 1.70 miles
I'm really glad I did it... I SO didn't want to!
I have this ideal of who I want to be. I am mentaly telling myself that I am that ideal...the idea that you just behave the way the person you want to be would behave, and you will become that person. So I get up and say to myself... I am a person that runs marathons. I am a person that looks at food, and uses food in a healthy way. The only problem with this is that I have a nasty voice in the back of my head repeating all the rotten things I have ever believed about myself. Sure, its easy to say ... "don't listen to that voice!" and I know that is the right thing to do. That seems impossible when its happening.
But... today, I heard the voice...felt the feelings... and chose to be the person that will run marathons. I will not give up.
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